lyrics / Hazuki
music / Yusuke

right now

even though i’m so close to you
you don’t even try to touch me

no matter how tinged i am with warmth
no matter how much i try to stare at you

this woman stained with greed toys with me, as if she’s ridiculing me

your bright scent is ingrained in me
i can’t let go, the more i know the further i fall
to put it into careless words: ah, i’m imprisoned
if you could, i want you to love me, even just for tonight

i want to destroy it, right now

you alone
flutter up high like a butterfly and disappear

right now

your bright scent is ingrained in me
i can’t let go, the more i know the further i fall
to put it into careless words: ah, i’m imprisoned
if you could, i want you to love me, right now

the word “goodbye” is so close it’s making me crazy
i can’t stop it, i’m overtaken by the waves of fate
to put it into careless words: ah, i’ve been stolen away
if you could, i want you to love me, even just for tonight

a beautiful, devilish dream

i want to destroy it, right now

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In his 2015 tweet about the song, Hazuki writes: “About the lyrics, I wonder if there really are women like this, but I also think that there aren’t many men like this, either. Is this just an account of a dream? No, not at all.” How mysterious.